it stands to reason that i should not want to be here right now. five howdy parties is four too many.
"should have graduated in may." very popular phrase in my head these days. even though there's no way i could have.
    God bless union's theatre department.

after a summer of loucon (plus a hike up a mountain, several hours spent cleaning toilets at a music festival, and four days in new york), maybe it's not too bad to just sit for a few days.
but really, i would have rather just stayed (and sat) in the city.

math is taunting. i hate it, and i know it'll get the best of me, and bring out the worst in me, all semester long.

oh, to catch in the rye
i saw the carousel in the park behind the new york public library. no one else seemed to care, but i stood where holden caulfield stood, fictional though he may have been. i smiled at the loose and faded mental projection of him standing beside me as we watched the carousel together. funny red hat and all. i really need to read his story again.

                                                                                                                                                                                                    (there. i wrote something.)